im only gonna break your heart

if you fall for me 
im not easy to please
i may tear you apart 
i told you from the start 

my favouritest song right now
(i'll prob play it to death for a week)
despite the weird lyrics 
it sounds exactly like summer


these days
i can barely rmber to put makeup on my face before im out the door
without a doubt i look like i rolled out of bed after a night of too little sleep
im pretty sure they can smell the exhaustion on me

im def enjoying the lovely weather though, even the rain
as long as its warm right?
the nicer weather almost makes the library marathons worth it

after spending 8 hours barely moving from one spot
(my cubicle loves me, i think)
im currently taking a bit of a break to eat and shower
im always way more less productive after coming home

you know you've got a problem when youre only marginally interested in clothes
right now, im actually more obsessed with the different ways to sequence DNA
(must they digest and clone them SO many times?)
but here are some absolutely amazing pieces from emanual ungara spring and fall rtw that i came across on my phone when bored out of my mind in class one day





beautiful

dreaming of spring

not many updates lately because, not much goes on in my life 
wish i actually used my camera, and id have bunches of pictures from reading week

went to the newest club in london last thursday
its literally in the middle of a bunch of apartment buildings, looks like a damn frat house from the outside
inside however, was absolutely GORGEOUS
too bad the music was kinda sucky





blink and you'll miss it
its march already!
pretty much one more month till finals
and then second year is done
before then however, its a slew of midterms, presentations, and endless assignments
id list them, but really, whats the point

whats really on my mind is
- summer clothes /shopping
- summer temperature
- possible vacations
- wandering around markets, buying tulips by the bunches and bunches
- a summer jobbbb

until then, only pictures can tide me over
summer anticipating

why make it strong, to break it once again?

obv, my cheeks are as chubby as ever =(

is it just me? or do most dresses loose their magic after the first 3 times?
hunt for a birthday dress = on on on

tetratype analysis

had the big long genetics exam today
so please do excuse my face
sleep hasnt bee much of a friend lately
but, finally got to go to the gym today after a week of no show
and watched real housewifes of new jersey?
AMAZING show, soo much drama


lol how awkward to have your boy roomate walk in on you taking pictures of yourself
sorry tim


since everyones making a huge deal out of the aritzia sale
i had to check it out after my exam today
unfortunately, the london store is sparse on selection,
but i did manage to pick up two things
there was this other, amazing feeling 100% silk shirt for $40, but it didnt fit wonderful
chances are though, i'll probably work myself up into a frenzy and go back to get it
also found a great pair of jeans, too bad it was too big

i frequently tend to like the back of my outfits more then the front
maybe its a subconscious hint to myself

so starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up?

i should really be doing my gazillion assignments instead
esp since im at the library, and anyone walking by seeing this is, slightly awkwad
butttt





Somebody decided to come up last weekend out of no where
so after dragging him to get shoes, i dragged him to the library




after which he dragged me out
i'll put pictures of the outfit up soon




even though i decided to not really celebrate, i somehow ended up with 3 cakes!
with no time to go to the gym until wednesday earliest, i am feeling like a piece of lard
delicious though =)

i also got some lovely presents, including:
- a coach slingpurse from my mo m
- a bag of organic baby carrots from my roommate (i really like carrots)
- an ant trap for my room from my landloard/roomate (im sorta suffering from a minor ant invasion)

amazing birthday!
still cant wait to party it up during reading week though =)

i'd do it all over again

finally an update
i've actually had a gazillion of pictures since my last update
but, the camera cable was left at home
so extra, extra long post

since i got back to school, i've so far stuck with my plan of gym 2 a week and library almost every day
week 2, so far so good
but school is getting intimidating already
and with extracurriculars
plus a gazillion application forms
akkk




w
we had the same shoes!
 
went out for the first times in so very long
gone are the days when i'd get passed out drunk
but house parties, bars, and clubs, i've missed you so

back in Toronto for the weekend with nothing big planned
friday i :
- scored a fantastic skirt from f21
- had to part with this super cute tank because the big square on it did nothing for me
- had lunch with him @ st lawrence market, Portuguese custard tarts are amazing



yumm!

saturday was all:
- uoft library ( actually so pretty with such a nice view! jealous!!)
- china town & kensington market, we found the funnest gift ish shop!
- skating
- sushi
- hot chocolate

amazing weekend, but terribly sad i cant be back anytime soon
=((
cant wait for summer

send off to 2009

thank you for...
... the countless laughs
... teaching me how to cry
... forcing me to face up to challenges
... the surprising rewards
... the summer
... both nyes

here's to learning from our mistakes and welcoming change
here's to being brave, to leaving the fear of failure behind
here's to jumping in head first
here's to love

happy new years!











lol unlike you girls with the fancy cameras, we take pictures with blackberries =(